Love + Radio

Nick van der Kolk's Love and Radio features in-depth, otherworldly-produced interviews with an eclectic range of subjects, from the seedy to the sublime. Get inside the mind of a rogue taxidermist. Find out what it's like to experience a stroke firsthand. Or spend time with an artist who gives away her life savings every night. You've never heard anything like it before. This show is moving to Luminary! For more, go to LuminaryPodcasts.com.


  • The Secrets Hotline, Vol. IV

    Jun 01 2019

    Our listeners divulge their deepest and darkest secrets. To leave your own secrets for a future show, call +1 (641) 715-3900, then dial 55403#.This show has moved to Luminary! For more info, go to LuminaryPodcasts.com. 

  • Black Feminist Thot

    Apr 23 2019

    Mistress Velvet specializes in the subjugation of white men.

  • Big News

    Apr 12 2019

    We're joining Luminary Audio! Visit luminary.link/love to listen to more L+R.

  • RIP Melvin Dummar

    Dec 13 2018

    Melvin Dummar, who was featured on our podcast in 2011, died on Sunday. 

  • Such is the Way to the Stars

    Nov 21 2018

    Richmond, Virginia: Sic Itur Ad Astra. 

  • Points of Egress

    Oct 28 2018

    Cynthia discovers her boyfriend Max’s journal. Hilarity ensues. 

  • The Secrets Hotline, Vol III

    Oct 13 2018

    Our listeners divulge their deepest and darkest secrets. Sound design by Stephen Vitiello. Final song: Chipmunk Party by Maja Ratkje. To leave your own secrets on a future secrets show, call +1 (641) 715-3900, then dial 55403#. 

  • The Battle of Cumorah

    Oct 01 2018

    Mike Norton has a change of heart. Produced by Noam Osband. Final song: Emblem by Colin Self. 

  • Stones in a Bag

    Sep 21 2018

    At the age of nine, Laura Ulloa was kidnapped for a short time by the Colombian leftist guerrilla group ELN. She figured that would be the last time she’d ever be kidnapped. Final song: Charlev by Oliver Coates. 

  • F Your Feelings

    Aug 23 2018

    Evan has a secret. 

  • Imagine What I Could Do To You

    Aug 13 2018

    The Exotic Adrian Street grew up in a three generation family of Welsh coal miners, but he wasn’t destined to be in the dark. 

  • The Exciting World of the Totally Free

    Jul 25 2018

    In 1968, Paulette Cooper was one of the first journalists to investigate a then-little-known religious group. 

  • The Recruiter

    Jun 29 2018

    Rob Navarro: gospel singer, the voice of Spanish-language Ronald McDonald, and one of the most successful gay pornographers in America. 

  • True Parents

    Jun 23 2018

    As a young woman, Diane Benscoter had a burning idealism, and a desire for purpose. 

  • Coming Back

    Jun 08 2018

    In 1991, Pam Reynolds underwent surgery to remove a large aneurism from her brain stem. Doctors cooled her body to less than half of normal temperature and temporarily stopped her heart during the procedure. This is what she experienced. Final song: Believe by Amen Dunes, from the album Freedom on Sacred Bones Records. 

  • Counter Melody

    May 17 2018

    Bob Padgett, a violin teacher from Plano, Texas, believes he’s found the answer to a 119-year-old mystery. Produced by Daniel Estrin. Final song: Atmospheres Touch by Lucrecia Dalt. 

  • A New Season is Almost Upon Us

    May 04 2018

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  • Choir Boy

    Apr 25 2018

    Tom Justice is passionate about cycling, and was on the shortlist for the US Olympic Team. Also, he’s a bank robber. Originally broadcast in 2014.

  • Another Planet

    Mar 16 2018

    The true story of Clyde Casey, a street performer who used surrealism and abstract art to fight crime in Los Angeles’ Skid Row in the 1980s, and the creator of a place called Another Planet. Also featuring the voices of Tim Robbins (yes, THAT Tim Robbins), Lonnie Johnson, Flame Simon, Richard Haxton, and Lil Daddy. … Continue reading Another Planet →

  • Eternity Through Skirts and Waistcoats

    Feb 23 2018

    Norah Vincent is a former “immersive journalist,” but she’s left that all behind now. Originally broadcast 2015.

  • L+R Presents: Secrets from Showcase

    Jan 19 2018

    Secrets, as you probably know, have been a lifelong obsession for us at L+R. So when Radiotopia’s Showcase podcast decided to put out a series called “Secrets,” we were all over it like flies on sherbert. It comes to us from Mohamed El Abed and Martin Johnson, with additional production from Åsa Secher, from the … Continue reading L+R Presents: Secrets from Showcase →

  • The Secrets Hotline, Vol. II

    Dec 21 2017

    Awkward, funny, and tragic. You tell us your deepest darkest secrets. Featuring totally original music from Build Buildings. Leave your own secret at +1 641 715 3900, extension 55403#.

  • The Machine

    Dec 12 2017

    When a neighbor wanted to build a concrete plant next to Marvin Heemeyer’s property, he fought back. Final song: Black Shore by Úlfur.

  • WWCD?

    Nov 22 2017

    Since 2008, Mike Merrill has been operating himself as a publicly traded company. Final Song: Keep Me Hanging On by The Supremes, Kim Wild version as performed by Alvin and the Chipmunks.

  • 44 Years

    Nov 06 2017

    Albert Woodfox lived in solitary confinement in prison longer than any other American, confined to a 6 foot by 9 foot cell for 23 hours each day—for nearly 44 years. Produced in collaboration with Amnesty International UK. Final song: It’s My Brown Skin by Helado Negro.

  • Murdertown, USA

    Oct 24 2017

    Content warning! If you’re squeamish around violent stuff, you should skip this one. Will is a collector. Final song: Pour Endormir les Démons by Merle Bardenoir from Chants D’Avant L’Aube.

  • Photochemical

    Oct 13 2017

    Meags loves photo booths. Final song: Laisse Autant Le Vent Tout Emporter by Les Breastfeeders

  • For Science!

    Sep 28 2017

    Karaoke is Alex’s main gig, but that’s not how he makes his money. Final song: Road Soda Reggae by Indian Agent.

  • Reunion

    Aug 25 2017

    When Barbara was reunited with the son she gave up for adoption, it opened up a whole world of weird feelings. Final song: Your Life in the End by Prince Rama.

  • Suitcase of Love and Shame

    Jul 24 2017

    Adult content. Again. A man and woman in the 1960s trade reel-to-reel audio “letters” over the course of years. Final song: Hobbies Galore by R. Stevie Moore.

  • The Boys Will Work It Out

    Jul 06 2017

    Adult content. Listener discretion is advised. Since a child, Sarz had a deep connection to the Lord of the Rings books. After the movie version came out in 2003, that connection went several layers deeper. Outro song: By Your Side (Sade cover), performed by Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith.

  • Relevant Questions

    Jun 15 2017

    A preview of our next season, coming at you NEXT MONTH! Doug Williams has been waging a war for decades against the polygraph machine (aka the lie detector). Produced by Jacob McCleland and Ana Adlerstein. 

  • The Secrets Hotline

    Apr 06 2017

    Recordings from the Secrets Hotline, with original music and production by George Langford. Find more of George’s work at georgelangford.com. You can leave your own secret at +1 (641) 715-3900, extension 55403#.

  • La Retirada, Part Three

    Mar 24 2017

    With Carlos' enemies enraged, the Gomez family is forced into hiding with the Witness Security Program, or WITSEC. But making a clean break from the past is a lot harder than they expected.

  • La Retirada, Part Two

    Mar 10 2017

    The story continues as Rocío Gómez divorces her husband Rodrigo, a master drug trafficker in Colombia. Rocío and her children move to Miami where she begins a relationship with a new man, Carlos, whose dangerous past with the mafia catches up with Rocío’s family.

  • La Retirada, Part One

    Mar 03 2017

    In Colombia, Rocío Gómez marries into an empire of wealth and power. She is told the family operates a low-profile import/export business, and finds comfort in her role as wife and mother. However, she soon learns the family business is not what it seems as Rosio becomes entangled with drugs, money, and mafioso. Produced in … Continue reading La Retirada, Part One →

  • Understood as to Understand

    Feb 27 2017

    Carey believed she was assigned the wrong gender, but transitioning wasn’t how she expected.

  • How to Argue

    Feb 11 2017

    We revisit Daryl Davis and ask him, "how should we argue?"

  • Snakes!!!!!!!!

    Jan 28 2017

    Tim loves Tool, Steel Reserve, and snakes. Not necessarily in that order.

  • No Bad News

    Jan 14 2017

    Three decades ago, American hypnotist Larry Garrett committed himself to abstaining from the news. So, in 2001, when he received a phone call inviting him to Iraq, he said yes.

  • Blink Once for Yes

    Dec 26 2016

    When Mike comes home, his family is faced with a new reality and an impossible choice. Produced by John Fecile. 

  • Doing The No No

    Dec 02 2016

    Adam Zaretsky is a bioartist who explores the manipulation of DNA, the fringes of genetic modification, and butts up against the ethical boundaries of science and beyond.

  • Wood Fighting with Steel

    Nov 17 2016

    Deep in the woods of Norway, a man from a strange, foreign land chops wood and reminisces over the love of his life from a bygone time. Produced by Sindre Leganger for NRK.

  • Upper Left

    Oct 28 2016

    Julie needed a fresh start, so she moved back home to the Bay Area, and made a new group of friends.

  • The Enemy Within

    Oct 13 2016

    A co-production with the podcast Reckonings. In the 1980s, Glenn Loury was one of the most prominent black conservative intellectuals in the United States, and was selected to be a top official within the Reagan administration. Unexpectedly, however, he withdrew his consideration before being appointed.

  • A Girl of Ivory

    Sep 29 2016

    Davecat and Sidore had a blissful marriage together in the suburbs of Detroit. One day, a Russian woman showed up unexpectedly at their doorstep, declared her love for both of them, and asked to move in. It was a complicated situation, but that doesn't even begin to scratch the surface of this unusual threesome.

  • An Old Lion or a Lover’s Lute, Special Extended Cut

    Aug 27 2016

    Jerome and Ana work a couple blocks from one another in Oakland, California. When Jerome called out to her in the street, she pulled out her microphone and asked if he could repeat what he said to her. This is the conversation that followed. And, the conversation that followed that conversation.  

  • On The Shore Dimly Seen

    Jul 22 2016

    One day in the no-touch torture of detainee 063.

  • The Neighborhood

    Jun 24 2016

    Love + Radio presents: "The Neighborhood" by Scott Carrier

  • Another Planet

    May 27 2016

    Producer David Weinberg brings us the true story of Clyde Casey, a street performer who used surrealism and abstract art to fight crime in Los Angeles’ Skid Row in the 1980s, and the creator of a place called Another Planet. Also featuring the voices of Tim Robbins (yes, THAT Tim Robbins), Lonnie Johnson, Flame Simon, and … Continue reading Another Planet →

  • The Man In The Road

    Apr 20 2016

    Melvin Dummar says he came across a bloodied man lying by the road. The story of that discovery would profoundly alter the course of his life forever.

  • Deep Stealth Mode

    Feb 25 2016

    From our friends at the Here Be Monsters podcast: Marlo Mack gave birth to a son. At least, she thought she did. But her son crawled towards dresses, wanted to be a princess, and asked to grow long blonde hair. At age 3, Marlo's son asked to go back into mommy's tummy, so he could come back out as a baby girl. Marlo thought it was a phase--it wasn't.

  • Points Unknown

    Nov 17 2015

    David is followed by a strange hooded figure

  • Discarnate Rebel Angel

    Oct 22 2015

    In the remote, high deserts of New Mexico, Timothy Wyllie reflects on a life of testing the limits of reality and spirituality.

  • A Red Dot

    Sep 24 2015

    Frank has been an advocate for the perhaps the most universally abhorred group in America: sex offenders.

  • Bride of the Sea

    Aug 26 2015

    Sam Najjair works in insurance now, but four years ago he had a very different occupation.

  • Greetings from Coney Island

    Jul 29 2015

    Rachel Prince receives a mysterious letter from 1938.

  • The Adventures of Zoe Nightingale

    Jun 25 2015

    For the last few years, Zoe Nightingale has been recording random, often hilarious, and sometimes harrowing conversations with people from all walks of life, exploring the balancing act of sin and virtue.

  • Paremoremo

    May 23 2015

    Paul Wood was sentenced to life in prison for murder at age 18, and began his adult life negotiating the social dynamics of some of New Zealand's toughest prisons, including the maximum security wing of Paremoremo Prison (now Auckland Prison).

  • Eternity Through Skirts and Waistcoats

    May 13 2015

    Norah Vincent is a former “immersive journalist,” but she’s left that all behind now. (Vincent’s latest book is Adeline: A Novel of Virgina Woolf.)

  • Thank You, Princess

    Mar 27 2015

    Ceara Lynch has a ten year career as a self-described humiliatrix, catering to a wide variety of sexual fetishes over the internet, and gaining exposure to a unique part of the human psyche.

  • The Living Room

    Mar 06 2015

    Diane's new neighbors across the way never shut their curtains, and that was the beginning of an intimate, but very one-sided relationship. 

  • An Old Lion, or a Lover’s Lute

    Dec 19 2014

    Jerome and Ana work a couple blocks from one another in Oakland, California. When Jerome called out to her in the street, she pulled out her microphone and asked if he could repeat what he said to her. This is the conversation that followed.

  • The Magical World of Eva Julia Christiie

    Nov 25 2014

    Next to an imposing, largely abandoned circus building in Chisinau–the house-techno-soaked capital of the former Soviet Republic of Moldova–a Norwegian illusionist tries to figure out her next steps after escaping the chaos of Ukraine.

  • Of Birds and Boundaries

    Sep 25 2014

    An eruv is a ritual enclosure that allows religious Jews to negate rules against carrying certain objects (like housekeys or strollers) during the Sabbath. This conversation is not about that.

  • Choir Boy

    Aug 21 2014

    Tom Justice is passionate about cycling, and was on the shortlist for the US Olympic Team. Also, he’s a bank robber.

  • Sesquipedalian

    Jul 29 2014

    Charles Farrell was born to a sophisticated middle class family in Boston, but at age 12, he left home and came of age on the street, joining “low-life culture”, the underbelly of boxing, and avant garde piano.

  • I, Sitting Beside Me

    Jun 12 2014

    In 1987, during the last years of the Cold War, a West German teenager with only about 50 hours of flying experience rented a Cessna and departed on a two week trip. His goal was to fly over the Iron Curtain and land in Moscow.

  • Hostile Planet

    May 13 2014

    We think of certain events as profoundly life-altering. Getting married or emigrating to a new country, say. But you can always get divorced, and you can almost always move back. Taylor is weighing a life decision from which there would be no turning back. 

  • Another Planet

    Apr 08 2014

    The true story of Clyde Casey, a street performer who used surrealism and abstract art to fight crime in Los Angeles’ Skid Row in the 1980s, and the creator of a place called Another Planet. Also featuring the voices of Tim Robbins (yes, THAT Tim Robbins), Lonnie Johnson, Flame Simon, and Richard Haxton.

  • The Silver Dollar

    Feb 27 2014

    Music is Daryl Davis’ profession, but extreme racism is his obsession.

  • The Superchat

    Jan 21 2014

    A couple months ago, a friend handed Julia a scrap of paper with a phone number on it. One night, bored and maybe a little tipsy, she called it up. This is who she met.

  • The Pandrogyne

    Dec 10 2013

    Genesis Breyer P-Orridge is the founding fa/mo/ther of Industrial music, a performance artist, and a very, very, very devoted husband.

  • Jack and Ellen

    Feb 21 2013

    Hey kids, this interview isn’t for you. You should skip this one. Ellen was struggling for money, working as a Subway “sandwich artist” (yes, that’s a real thing). So she decided to find a new job, and settled on one that allowed her to make over $30,000 for just a couple hours of work each … Continue reading Jack and Ellen → 

  • Greenberg’s War

    Dec 22 2012

    Lewis Greenberg is an artist unlike any other, a winner of the coveted Geezer of the Year award, and a man on a mission–much to the chagrin of his Ballwin, Missouri neighbors.

  • Seventy Weeks

    Jul 19 2012

    Andre Taylor identified strongly with Daniel from the Bible, who interpreted the visions and dreams of kings. And like Daniel, he spent 3 years in a Babylonian captivity of sorts. But Daniel never had quite the unorthodox career path of Andre.

  • Fix

    May 23 2012

    A crusader for truth, or, as Karl Rove called him: “a nut with internet access”? Jason Leopold wanted to be a part of something, and that quest brought him through a labyrinthine world of decadent glam metal, dangerous mafioso, love, and investigative journalism challenging the heights of government and corporate power.

  • Bedouin Love (Revisited)

    Nov 04 2011

    Bedouin Love (Revisited) by Love + Radio

  • The Man in the Road

    May 26 2011

    On a late night along an empty Utah highway, Melvin Dummar says he came across a bloodied man lying by the road. It’s cliched to say this, but it’s really true: the story of that discovery would profoundly alter the course of his life forever.

  • The Wisdom of Jay Thunderbolt

    Apr 11 2011

    Jay Thunderbolt’s business card is a little mysterious. It reads, “Thunderbolt – Party Naked” and gives a phone number.

  • The List

    Dec 21 2010

    Adam Warner has a very ambitious list of accomplishments he’s trying to achieve. It’s not his list though.

  • Dirty Balloons

    Nov 09 2010

    Amy was dead broke when she found a Craigslist ad looking for a balloon porn fetish model.

  • Split Brain

    Oct 14 2008

    Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor is a brain scientist who remembers every moment of her life-altering stroke.

  • Strip, Pt 2

    Jun 05 2008

    Sara Juli–who was previously featured on our “Take It, It’s For You” episode–recounts her epic bachelorette party.

  • We’ve Got Your Back, Ashley Dupré

    Apr 16 2008

    A meditation on the brave new world of 21st century news.

  • Aftermath

    Mar 27 2008

    The Aftermath, Inc., headed by Tim Reifsteck, headquarters is nestled in a strip of ordinary office buildings in the Chicago suburbs, but there’s nothing bland about the service the company provides.

  • Take It, It’s for You

    Feb 14 2008

    When Sara Juli decided her relationship with money was fucked up, she figured the only way to deal with it was to give it to you.

  • Animal Parts

    Nov 29 2007

    Nate Hill and Takeshi Yamada are two rogue taxidermists, artists whose raw material is gathered from dead animals. Also featuring a story by Dan Deacon.

  • Strip, Pt 1

    Nov 15 2007

    Sean Cole is a public radio reporter who did a story for Marketplace about a group in Memphis assisting women who left the sex industry. This is what got cut from that story.

  • Violent

    Nov 07 2007

    Stories of violence. Excerpts from Penelope Spheeris’ seminal 1981 punk documentary “The Decline of Western Civilization.” Mixed martial artist “Travis” explains when it’s time to call mom. Adam takes a punch to the face, and Nick Salvatore describes fighting as a creative practice.

  • Lady Sovereign vs. Jelly Donut

    Oct 03 2007

    Zach Slow had a dream to go on a date with UK rapper Lady Sovereign, something that became the catalyst for the unlikely events leading to the greatest rap beef in the history of pastrycore.

  • Bloody Fingers

    Jul 12 2007

    A horrible accident and a complicated friendship.

  • How I Found Out My Relationship Had No Future, Pt 2

    Jun 21 2007

    Adrianne downs most of a bottle of Riesling and calls her college boyfriend Adam Conover.

  • How I Found Out My Relationship Had No Future, Pt 1

    May 07 2007

    Adrianne sips on some whiskey and calls her ex-boyfriend from high school to get some shit figured out. Let’s call him “Jason.” Also featuring Brendan Sullivan.

  • In the Company of Men

    Jan 01 2007

    Nick interviews his friend Matt while they’re peeing.

  • Insane vs. Unsane

    Oct 30 2006

    Meditations on insanity and unsanity. Featuring Clay Pigeon of The Dusty Show.

  • Tell Me the Future

    Aug 24 2006

    Discussions of prediction and soothsaying.

  • Secrets

    Aug 04 2006

    Stories about Secrets. Babar, adoption, Post-Secret, and so many more secrets waiting to be discovered.

  • Elimination

    Apr 21 2006

    A cribbage bet ends with someone pissing their pants. A conversation about drinking your own urine. The worst 21st birthday ever. And so much more.

  • Show Me Yours

    Mar 02 2006

    First experiences with sex. Adrianne tells the harrowing experience of “the first time I saw one.” Lance Anderson of The Verge of the Fringe can’t seem to get his first kiss. Paul keeps pushing his hand down further. Harlyn Aizley creates penises. Many of them.

  • Flip Yr Sh!t

    Dec 11 2005

    Stories about anger. Adam Allington (edited by producer Kerry Seed) hates Tim Hortons. Julian James gets in deep shit with the vice principal. Adrianne learns how to swear in middle school. Shig the Unmentionable tells us to PUT THAT DOWN. Ben Popik of Olde English gets a coworker of his fired. Lev and his girlfriend … Continue reading Flip Yr Sh!t →

  • Love in Bits

    Nov 20 2005

    Stories from the World of Online Dating. Christian Rudder of OKCupid.com describes how he knows everything about what kind of lover you are. Aaron Henkin of WYPR’s The Signal reads a sample of the OKCupid Love Personality Types. Eric Herot flies down to Missouri to meet a Bajoran he met on a Star Trek simming … Continue reading Love in Bits →

  • Ghost Stories

    Oct 30 2005

    Exploring the Frankenstein Family Crypt in 1952. Paranormal observations by an eight-year-old. The haunting of an unkind kitty, a discussion of the ghost story structure, and a very scary pantry door. This episode features contributions from Michael Kraskin of Catalogue of Ships. Also a spooky story from Hans Anderson.

  • With a Bullet

    Oct 18 2005

    Stories about guns and the people who come in contact with them.